Am I really that happy for the New Year? I guess I'm not. Its just now that I realized, I haven't greeted anyone on my phone's list a "Happy New Year". Maybe its not just really that happy for me.

A friend whom I bumped into asked me why I didn't replied on his "Happy New Year" greeting. I also heard from our office people asking and telling "Hey! I texted you a "Happy New Year!" How come you did not replied?!" well I guess, that made me think too.

Well anyways, holidays are just a small time of enjoying life, right? Maybe that's why Christmas and New Year were made close to each other for us to spend these days without thinking our problems. But the time that these days are through, we are again to cope back to reality.

And also I realized, how come I haven't made my list of New Year's Resolution!? Maybe I wasn't really that excited. I know I have to change something and do about it but here goes my mind telling me that "You really don't have to do it in a yearly basis, right?" Well I guess his right. But, since I've been tagged by Rob about this "New Year's Resolution" thing.. I think I'll have my mind be one with me to think about what's gonna be for me for this year.

So expect that on my next post okie?

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I haven't been able to make a post last 31st and New Year's day because my site was down again for some unknown reasons. I was about to report it again but as announced, they will resolve things up until they get back to work after the holidays. So that would mean on the 5th, but luckily my site showed itself up again and here I am back to posting! ^^

My mum, sis and bro left early this morning for Bicol, at last! If they stayed long, problems will just get worst. Financial that is. Hehehe! Now, I'm facing some financial crisis because of their visit. Hahahaha! But anyways, I know this will be resolved in due time, soon. What's important is they were here to celebrate the holidays with me. right?

Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle

So what kept busy?! Watching animes and some films..^^ I finished 6 films then the anime Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle, both season 1 and 2, plus the 3 OVA series. The anime wasn't completed yet and will just be releasing their new season this year i think, hopefully. I am just being puzzled though by the cross overs being done by CLAMP. There stated that cross overs from xxxHolic was made to continue the Tsubasa series. would that mean that I should be starting watching xxxHolic? hmmm..

By the way, about the layout, I think i've decided already not to use the one i got before. Its really hard for me to tweak it but, I know I can, just got lazy making it work though. So what's gonna be done now is to look for some easy layout as a replacement for this present one.

So I hope everybody here had a very nice start of the New Year! Enjoy okii?! ^^ I'll just gonna visit you up soon.. :D

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Andi Chiko's Family

This was my first to attend a binyag. Kuchiqui's (Andi Chiko's nickname) mom, who happened to be my elementary and high school classmate and a close friend as well, invited me to attend her baby's christening and asked me to be his ninong! Eh, makakatanggi pa ba ko? hehehe.. diba hindi na... XP Since I haven't went to Bicol for vacation, (Its because my mom and siblings are here!) I decide to go to the ocassion.

Kuchiqui is actually my 5th inaanak already. To count, I have Reijin from Willy, Ashley from Ate Anne, Nathan from Bing, Vince Tristan from Manay Nen-Nen, then Kuchiqui from Julie and Vic! XD Too bad I am not seeing these children that often. 2 of them are from Bicol, 1 from Cubao, and 2 from Pasig.. Maybe I have to be somehow responsible for my gochildren too, right? If not because of Kachiqui's christening, maybe being a ninong to these little angels is not going to be cleared to me yet.

Attending one of the blessed sacraments of the catholics, I understood now the meaning of being a good ninong to them. Its not just being there to be their second father, its more than that. Maybe its God's way of telling me how important these children are for him, that he'll be needing me to guide these little cute babies along the way. And that is what I call this a duty from above for these little ones.

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"I can't be with you as your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you."

A line from a film that I recently watched. At first my reaction was, "Why can't they be?"

I was really been blown away by this film. I just can't help it, I was really been moved. I must admit, the plot of the story is just so typical, something that everybody can relate to, or can even share the same experience of. The story on how a family was living so happy together which became in one point of time happened to loose someone so dear, the story of being self-independent, of being close to God, the story of being inlove and being loved. All of these things are really common to almost all of us, right?

The Love of Siam

And that's what I'm talking about, The Love of Siam. I just don't remember it very clearly on how I managed to learn about the existence of this film. Its actually a thai movie and what made it a some sort of a talk of the town is its plot having a yaoish theme, a pink film as it is being called now.

So there, going back to the line that I threw up there, If you're being so childish, or let's say the immature type, you might be also telling me my same reaction that I gave. I really didn't stop watching it over and over again until I found out why. Why is it better for them to stay like that?

A scene from the movie just answered me this. Loneliness.. Frighteningly lonely. When we were a child, we tend to be lonely if we can't make a lot of friends, but as we grow older, what makes us be more lonely is the thought of how we are going to keep the people we love till the end. Had you ever been aware of the word separation? Or the phrase be separated? You know what? This movie is just so right about this matter.

"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it right when we get separated? And, if being separated is a part of life and you know about separation well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?"

Maybe, if we'll gonna consider a family in this case, it is somehow easier to accept that someday, kids will grow up and will be responsible enough to start their own family as well. But thinking about the person that you most love.. that would be the hardest thing anyone could ever deal with.

"Is it possible that, we live our entire life without loving anyone at all?"

"..that's my loneliness too. I had been living with it some quite of time now, And I know just how bad loneliness feels. I fear it will continue to get worse."

This just really explains to me now why I always wanted to be in a relationship where in I'm sure that there will always be a lot of time for us to be seeing each other, this may sound awkward but its better if we only live in the same place. right? I don't know. I've been in a long distance relationship in a count of almost 3 years before I think. And I just don't want to be in that same situation again. I've become more into spending time together than just letting the day pass without us seeing each other. Isipin mo nalang rin yung ititipid mo kung magkasama lang kayo sa bahay.. walang hassle sa pamasahe para magkita kayo. Kahit pano may point naman diba? But I am not here to keep you from feeling the one of the most wonderful thing called Love.

"How will you make it from now on? But I believe so much that you can make it without me because you have so much love for one another, even though sometimes, it seems to be too much that we end up hurting each other, but I believe as time goes by, we would all agree that there is no such thing as " too much love", even if we made mistakes along the way, it's better than never having tried to love and be loved. Wouldn't you agree, life always give us opportunities to start all over again, after we learn from our mistakes. I hope you take these opportunities and take good care of one another. Thank you for everything and hope there is a chance that we will see each other again."

Somehow, it is the easiest way to let go of someone, even if you're already dying inside only not to let this kind of situation happen. If not the easiest, it may be somehow the easier way. Its just like telling "If it's us, then in God's time, its gonna be us."

So now, a mature type of person will be the one to tell you the lines, "I can't be with you as your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you." This somehow assures you that he will never be separated from you whatever happens.


[You were sound asleep in my arms, I tried not to wake you.] [Thanks for staying, I hope you got home safely.]

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A greeting from Rob

And that's another greeting from Rob. Thanks man! I'll gonna add you up on my list okie?

Anyways, I got this message tru my contact page..

"You were a top site sending traffic on Christmas Eve! Please let us know your mailing address and shirt size (they run a bit small) so we can get a BlogDumps T-shirt in the mail to you!"

Its from Blog Dumps! A blog directory that I joined in. I wasn't suppose to believe it because this can always be just a spam or a prank but when I visited their blog, It was posted there the name of my Whispered who was one of the top five bloggers who's going to receive a gift from them! ahahaha.. I never imagined something like this to happen with my dear Whispered.. :D

So there! Though Christmas day became a general cleaning day for me, it still made me feel the giving and sharing that this day can bring. I hope you all had a glorious Christmas day!

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