//Emo

I might just was bored on my last post.. reason for me to write that up on my last part of the entry.. anyways.. i'm quite busy now.. and can't think of anything like that now..

had now my updates.. and take note.. double the updates coz from version 08-02 last week.. its now 08-04.. (wth i'm talkin about?! O.o) Ahh.. Repairmate version..

So.. got myself stucked at home these weekend.. got online for about twice.. just to check the dorm..

and back at home.. i decided to wash the clothes and clean the floor.. i'm just so wanting to be doing something that time.. i even threw garbages! and that only can happen once in a red moon! ahahaha.. parang lobo lang.. pulang buwan!

i even thought of a lot of some things.. but i would just rather not talk about it here.. maybe on my next post.. i just have to recunstruct the thoughts that was on my mind that time..

and anyways.. its almost time to go home.. hehe..

so.. be it!

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posted by ShiD | Tuesday, May 13, 2008  | 2 Comments

//Other Meaning

i was on my way home when this kid went up on the jeepney that i was in.. holidng this white envelope with this written on it..

kaunting tulong lan po para sa pagkain at damit naming magkakapatid..

the envelope was suppose to be used for asking some help.. some financial help.. and it is given to all who are in that ride. some will give, some didn't..

and i am one of those who didn't gave..

i dunno.. i do give alms before.. before when i still haven't know that the kids that i was helping was only using the money that to buy... rugby.. so that was it.. after knowing.. i didn't ever gave anything to anyone like them anymore.. haay.. i might turn bad coz of that but.. i don't want them to use my help to ruin their lives.. T_T

anyways.. if these kids are really so helpless.. why don't they volunteer theirselves to dswd.. dba? nang sa ganun.. mapaayos sila.. and siguro naman tatanggapin sila ng ahensyang yun kasi nga yun ang dapat na ginagawa nila..

then.. at home.. i was really friggin starving.. and there's nothing available to eat.. i mean.. no ready to eat food is available on the table.. on the fridge.. or anywhere at home.. waah.. so what i did was.. yeah.. coocked 2 lucky me pancit canton.. i still have to wait almost 10 mins to prepare it.. then got some slice of bread.. chocolate spread.. and a pitcher of sweet ponkan.. haay..

and that was really the real meaning of life.. to eat after the loooong time of being starving! hahahaha.. *burp* yummy yum yum! ^^;;

anyways.. its the end of the week for me! and haay.. i want to go out this weekend.. but where.. with whom.. waah.. hmm.. i need to be online this weekend to be on track on what's happening to our dorm at ozine! hehe.. *thinks*

btw.. i don't know how to feel.. i was been with this team for.. err.. 3 weeks now.. but still i haven't still got the time to have jamming with them.. there happened to have two occasions.. simple ones.. inuman.. parang ganun.. but then.. i haven't been able to be with the group coz i was been with ate kris' company by those times..

i dunno.. i'm sitting still with the team that i used to be part of.. far from where my whole team is.. maybe.. its the reason why i feel this way..

its strange coz i feel that i'm err.. being left out?! that i'm just an add up in this team.. feeling like.. i'm not that important for the team.. waa.. my self esteem is starting to tear off.. i feel useless.. hmm.. i know that i shouldn't be thinking this way but.. hmm.. somehow.. dba? i'm doing different task.. purely applications.. another reason why i'm not with the most meeting that they are having.. but.. waah.. if there's no updates.. what am i suppose to do!? haaay.. its freakin killing me out..

now i'm gathering applications of the top revenued skus.. just to kill the time.. haay..

anyways.. where's my requested extra monitor by the way.. gawd......

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posted by ShiD | Saturday, May 10, 2008  | 2 Comments

//Thinking..

thoughts are rushing down through my brain cells again..

here it goes..

Self Renewal. I need to be rejuvinated, to be inspired, to be re-energized. it's not all about the stress but i think i'm in the depths of this cycle.. same old routine that i'm into.. i need something new.. some new activities.. new stuffs to do.. to learn.. anything just to be out of the sea of boredom and stillness.

i'm always thinking of going out. stroll, some time going to somewhere else.. far from work and all from this stressful environment. i don't want to stuck myself anymore at home killing time through sleeping.. there's a lot more to enjoy.. i should have broke out of the box that i'm in.. may be its time for me to move on to something better for myself.. to relax.. have some fun.. enjoy..

Sense of Responsibility & Discipline. pansin ko lang kasi parang ang tamad tamad ko na.. this shouldn't be.. i should be aware of the things that i'm suppose to be the one doing.. uhmm.. well.. parang i only let things pass kasi.. then there it goes again..

its not just the house chores but also in my monetary funds.. (as in funds talaga.. hehehe..) maybe i deserve something for myself.. savings, new stuff, giving myself a break.. some coffee and the like. cashwise.. and always been like bills is constant and that what we know.. but.. i really can't believe and i can't understand why there's always nothing left for me.. uhmm.. do i need to have a class on CASHFLOW 101? hehe.. uhmm.. maybe i really have to think hard on this..

this also covers exercise and my physical attributes.. i don't think that i should be having a diet but maybe having some exercise is what i really need.. tinatamad ako mag-gym.. gumising ng maaga para magjogging at mag sit-ups! sabi nga.. quality over quantity.. (uhmm.. tummy issues.. hehehe..) kaya ayun,,

so.. this saturday.. we'll be having an overnight swimming with the same bucnh of people.. sabi kasi nila.. wala ng ibang time.. kasi after nitong week na to.. mabubugbog na kami sa work.. and since its overnight.. i might just have them get pictures for me.. i'm just using my phone to take a picture.. and unfortunately.. it don't have flash.. so all i have to do is enjoy the night!

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posted by ShiD | Tuesday, May 06, 2008  | 4 Comments

//This is SummeR! :3

More of the pics are posted on my Flickr Account

Photos taken last April 21.. that is.. if i'm not mistaken.. heheh..

It was when we started doing the monday routine at Ate kris' condo.. but bad thing coz.. we havn't been able to do it last monday.. we all had became so busy.. >.< hopefully this monday we could get along again and swim! hehe..

i am just posting now my previous shots.. hehe.. i do hope i can still upload the others as well so soon so that i can put it in here na..

and now i'm thinking of changing the layout into something that will blend with my pictures.. i just cant use this anymore.. so plain.. so.. err.. plain! hehe..

today is saturday by the way.. Pyro Olympics again! we might be going to MOA after work to watch. then.. we'll be going to celebrate Nica's birthday! another gulp gulp gulp!! hehehe..

too bad i have these thrush! thrush as in singaw! ang sakit sakit na.. hindi na ko makakain ng maigi.. ang hapdi.. hindi lang pati isa.. tatlo sila! or should i say.. 4?! kasi yung dalawa magkatabi.. one on tongue, one on the upper right lip, two, which are magkatabi on the lower right lip.. i accidentally did bite it while i was eating.. not once.. not twice.. but thrice! tapos yun.. naisip ko.. na sigurado singaw nanaman toh! its so hard having these! haay..

haay.. i haven't still talked about my mom being here right? yeah.. she's here.. she came.. and make abang sa sahod ko.. she'll be leaving maybe early tomorrow.. and me left with nothing again.. haay.. i hate it when she comes visiting me.. wallets will really turn up side down left with nothing..

Atsumaru once again! after 4 years.. here it comes again! Atsumaru is a term being used by the Anime Club before.. simply called as eyeballs or EB as we call it now. And this will be my first time joining the event.. long long time ago kase.. nasa bicol pa ako noon.. at masyadong uso ang mga atsu na yan.. taon taon nalang,. kaso ako naman.. hindi makaattend kasi nga ang layo ko naman talaga.. but now! since i'm now a part of Ozine.. hahahah.. and the fact that i'm so near! makakaattend na ako!!! XDDD

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posted by ShiD | Saturday, May 03, 2008  | 5 Comments

//Where Am I?







Taken from ocean park yesterday.. :3

Of all the pictures taken.. these are the ones we find so cool.. haha.. its kinda like of shadow portraits..

Hopefully i can continue posting pictures from now on! hahahaha..

more and more pics to come!

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posted by ShiD | Friday, May 02, 2008  | 1 Comments

//I Need Air

Yesterday was a full blast of stress.. and i really need some air.. *sigh*

btw. i had already put a strikethrough on my previous post. i thought of deleting it.. but i didn't.. this is my blog.. my rant place mixed with lots of emotions.. so just to make it more of a personal blog.. putting the strikethrough will just be perfect.

i want to post some pics so badly.. but i hardly can't.. T_T this is getting so dull and boring..

uhmm.. let me think.. (again.. another stress contribution.. amf!)

the eeepc that i am talking about which was left at home by ate lou for me.. or gid to buy.. is merely on its idle state started when the wifi connection went down..

now.. what's inside the buble thought is.. should i be the one to buy that..? well of course it will be an additional arrangement for my budget.. but still i've been thinking.. if i am the one to be paying that.. hmm.. should i be starting now to look for an internet connection?!

globe is offering.. i don't know if they are still.. the eeepc plus the connection promo.. maybe i should be checking that out too..

i'm not into the online games right now.. (so busy for those things..) i'm more of the.. update my blog/upload my pics/learn more on this page ranks/SEO stuff (which I will be talking about later..)/watch anime/download Anime mp3s.. so i think.. eeepc just suits me well.. uhmm.. it is just minus the layout making.. x_X but then.. its linux based.. X_x (i'm thinking of installing windows in it rather than having it on linux..)

btw. the prepaid plug it of smart bro is not compatible with my eeepc which is in a linux environment.. so smart bro for now.. is not an option..

pldt's my dsl is.. as what i heard.. is taking the applicants so long before they are actually be approved for a line.. but still i'll try..

now.. talking about the page rank stuff.. my google page rank now turned to 0/10 which actually is unranked before.. what i don't know is.. is it now stucked on 0/10 or will it increase in time..? haay.. maybe.. i think so.. but not that quite sure.. or.. the more people link me.. the higher it gets.. is that like that?!

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posted by ShiD | Wednesday, April 30, 2008  | 5 Comments

//f*Ck!

wth are their problem?! these are my files.. those are my shots.. and those are my freakin property! who are they to delete those!?

fuck! yeah.. and i really mean it.. i hate it when people want to see my phone.. watch taken videos, pictures and stuff then suddenly they'll just take it off.. delete and give it back! damn them!

i am really mad.. yeah.. fuckin mad!! as if i care to the level of giving that fuckin video to the world! shit!

AND THIS IS REALLY MY UNCENSORED POST!

i don't care about the words i'm using now..

just don't dare doin that again.. or.. err... as if i'm still to use my phone on you! duhh..

i'm so fuckin pissed off!

well nweiz.. for some updates..

i've put the announcements on the side bar.. along with the new Blog Check Section.. so.. that's it!

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posted by ShiD | Tuesday, April 29, 2008  | 2 Comments

//When Boredom Strikes 2

Blog Check
DeeJay

I'm Bored.. I'm sleepy.. I want to go to bed.. my eyes are rolling.. seeing twice the image.. waaaah.. i hate it when boredom strikes!

the wifi connection really didn't shown up anymore.. even a single 60% is nowhere to be found now. so what i'm using now is? my mobile phone.. i downloaded this opera mini.. and there i was able to go back online.. but this was just only good for surfing.. blogging is done the other way though.. with picture blogging of course..

i wanna post some pictures here though but USB connection is not allowed at the office.. >.< we had swimming yesterday at Ate Krissy's Condo.. and that might be the start of our weekly routine.. huwahahaha.. i just might post some of the pics here soon..

now i'm thinking.. should i now be making a new page for my pictures? hahaha.. hmmmmmmmm..... i really can't handle my pictures though.. i started up multiply but can't manage to fix it up.. had friendster but.. err.. i don't wanna use my phone be connected on a computer in an internet shop just to upload my pix.. waah.. too vulnerable for attacks! hahaha..

haay.. i still have nothing to do.. still waiting for the access.. so.. that's it..

by the way i have another Blog Check! its DeeJay!! Better Check it Out! ^_^

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posted by ShiD | Tuesday, April 22, 2008  | 6 Comments

//Good Morning Sunshine!

i do now wake up not seeing stars now.. but the sun.. (hmm.. sun is also a star.. but.. whatever! hahaha!)

yes.. my daily routine just got normal.. hehe.. i'm on a morning shift now and was been taken to be a part of a category.

what's nice is.. a now have the time to go to the malls or anywhere after shift.. hahaha.. unlike when i was at the night shift.. after work.. you will really be so sleepy that you would like to lay your back on bed as soon as you got home.. hehe..

but then.. i think i'm having little sleep now.. unlike before that i am having a lot of sleep.. hahaha.. why? now that i'm on day shift i sleep by 11 then wake up at 4.. only 5 hours.. but before.. i will sleep by 10 and wake up at 7.. and that's a 9 hours of sleep! hahaha..see?! a lot! i think i'll be having difficulty on adjusting my body clock at first.. haay..

so.. wassap with me now? im suppose to do some more focused work now.. hehe.. more on the application part of my job.. but for now.. i'm idle.. hahaha.. still don't have the access for everything that i will be needing..

so for now.. malaking PETIKS muna ako! harharhar..

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posted by ShiD | Saturday, April 19, 2008  | 2 Comments

//Randomness

I felt the urge of posting.

back aches. ouch..

don't get mad. i'm posting using your time.

i need some rest.

Its so boring.

Weekend without a thing to do, ow.. yeah.. to rest.

Baguio or not?

Ozine. I was there. but haven't met anyone.

Anime MP3s loudly playing in my ears.

Filling the blanks. Where will I be..

Overtime. it sux! Bills on the run!

Bracketing.. i do hope so.. When?

New business name.

At last, i'll be having my contract signed.

Expenses.. a lot!

Subic. Paid.

4th week, judgement?

Haggardness.. Ugliness.

DVD or not?

Us.. Implicitly.

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posted by ShiD | Saturday, April 12, 2008  | 4 Comments